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mercury fever

  • Sep. 8th, 2008 at 12:26 PM
Sunday night in the last 2:30 I felt it again. A surge of energy through the crowd. A shared feeling of pride. Then everyone stood up, there was clapping and cheering and a feeling of hope. Mercury fever was back!

The crowded, energized arena reminded me of 1997, the inaugural year of the league.  Even from my upper level seat I could feel the fact that history was being made. Lobo, Swoops, and Leslie were the stars that first year but they didn't compare in my eyes to our charismatic coach, former college sensation Cheryl Miller. She wore dark pants, a white men's shirt, suspenders and a tie, and braids. She didn't mind telling a ref off if a call was bad and she danced with the team on the floor after every win. I was in love.

Cheryl left before the team won a title but we did get to the finals once early on before a string of roller coaster years that ultimately left the team going home before the postseason August after August. Through those years we saw a multitude of talented Aussies on our team, we loved to hate our biggest rivals, the LA Sparks, we bought season tickets and then moved twice before finding the perfect corner vantage point. We cheered as a few players came out of the closet to little fanfare. We saw superstars emerge, full of heart and talent and love for the game: T Spoon, Yo-Yo, Perot, Timms, Pettis, Grandmama Gillom, Dixon, Penicheiro and tons more.

It's been a decade plus of ups and downs and it's always been rewarding to see women dedicate themselves to something they love, to put all of their energy into a game, and to see fans turn out year after year to support them. Last year the Mercury won the championship and it was really moving to see how elated the players were, for themselves and for each other, to see their hard work and teamwork rewarded in a huge way. No, it's not curing cancer or solving world hunger, it's just a game. But it does have a certain power to bring people together, it shows the value of striving for a dream, and it models sportsmanship for young people. And it's really really fun. 

Plus, the Mercury won the game on Sunday night so they're still in it! This could be a terrific rerun.

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check in

  • Aug. 20th, 2008 at 3:51 PM
i'm tired and i'm stressed and that means it's time to be thankful, get over the small stuff, show gratitude for the big stuff, and keep on plugging away. so here are some randomly ordered awesome things in my life right this second:

i love where i live, tucson makes me smile and it's truly my home.

i'm watching tv less and reading more (not so much during the olympics but in general). the proof is at goodreads.com! don't judge me for my summer reading. 

i've been getting my blood flowing regularly at the only gym in town that could possibly be empty for ten minutes straight at 8:10 pm.

i have the ability and energy to make money. we all need it but not all of us have the skills and opportunity to get it. and i love my jobs to boot!

g-chat, yahoo! messenger, texting, all help me stay in touch with people i care about. in fact i'm pretty spoiled by easy access to people. let's keep that up!

music. music. music. new music. old sing-along favorites. yahoo! radio, kcxi, newnextnow on logo. music.

my family is pretty rad. they are at turns supportive, funny, and generous. everyone should be so lucky.

weekly television and conversation on fairmount. weekly wings and chat at rocco's. a routine of friendship.

yeah i've got it pretty good.

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tucson summer

  • Aug. 19th, 2008 at 3:50 PM
 











in the library

  • Jul. 18th, 2008 at 4:26 PM
There's a book called
"A Dictionary of Angels."
No one has opened it in fifty years,
I know, because when I did,
The covers creaked, the pages
Crumbled. There I discovered

The angels were once as plentiful
As species of flies.
The sky at dusk
Used to be thick with them.
You had to wave both arms
Just to keep them away.

Now the sun is shining
Through the tall windows.
The library is a quiet place.
Angels and gods huddled
In dark unopened books.
The great secret lies
On some shelf Miss Jones
Passes every day on her rounds.

She's very tall, so she keeps
Her head tipped as if listening.
The books are whispering.
I hear nothing, but she does.

-Charles Simic 

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postsecret

  • Jul. 17th, 2008 at 9:42 PM
this is my favorite postsecret card this week:

(http://postsecret.blogspot.com/)

 

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plan

  • Jul. 16th, 2008 at 3:35 PM

here's a sing lyric I like, i haven't looked yet to see who it is:

"no more weathervane, i'm gonna be the wind."

good plan!

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june light

  • Jul. 15th, 2008 at 10:47 PM
Your voice, with clear location of June days,

Called me outside the window. You were there,
Light yet composed, as in the just soft stare
Of uncontested summer all things raise
Plainly their seeming into seamless air.

Then your love looked as simple and entire
As that picked pear you tossed me, and your face
As legible as pearskin's fleck and trace,
Which promise always wine, by mottled fire
More fatal fleshed than ever human grace.

And your gay gift—Oh when I saw it fall
Into my hands, through all that naïve light,
It seemed as blessed with truth and new delight
As must have been the first great gift of all.
  -Richard Wilbur

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vacation

  • Jul. 15th, 2008 at 10:44 PM
I love the hour before takeoff,
that stretch of no time, no home
but the gray vinyl seats linked like
unfolding paper dolls. Soon we shall
be summoned to the gate, soon enough
there’ll be the clumsy procedure of row numbers
and perforated stubs—but for now
I can look at these ragtag nuclear families
with their cooing and bickering
or the heeled bachelorette trying
to ignore a baby’s wail and the baby’s
exhausted mother waiting to be called up early
while the athlete, one monstrous hand
asleep on his duffel bag, listens,
perched like a seal trained for the plunge.
Even the lone executive
who has wandered this far into summer
with his lasered itinerary, briefcase
knocking his knees—even he
has worked for the pleasure of bearing
no more than a scrap of himself
into this hall. He’ll dine out, she’ll sleep late,
they’ll let the sun burn them happy all morning
—a little hope, a little whimsy
before the loudspeaker blurts
and we leap up to become
Flight 828, now boarding at Gate 17.
-Rita Dove






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scrabulous is fabulous!

  • Jul. 11th, 2008 at 1:24 PM
 um, you're not going to tell on me, are you?

scrabulous.jpg picture by kirtinarama

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poem in praise of menstruation

  • Jul. 10th, 2008 at 4:18 PM
if there is a river
more beautiful than this
bright as the blood
red edge of the moon if
there is a river
more faithful than this
returning each month
to the same delta if there

is a river
braver than this
coming and coming in a surge
of passion, of pain if there is

a river
more ancient than this
daughter of eve
mother of cain and of abel if there is in

the universe such a river if
there is some where water
more powerful than this wild
water

pray that it flows also
through animals
beautiful and faithful and ancient
and female and brave

-lucille clifton

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rock squirrel

  • Jul. 9th, 2008 at 12:23 PM
there's a squirrel trapped in our ceiling at work. well, it might be a rat, in fact it probably is, but the wildlife guy said it could be a rock squirrel and that seems cuter so that's how we're picturing it for now. whatever it is sounds absolutely gigantic, we could practically hear it trotting around above our heads the other day. my coworker esmeralda and i are holding out hope that it's a tiny horse but that theory seems better suited for laughs than for reality.

it wouldn't really bother me if it was a rat; either way, i hope that it takes the peanut butter bait in one of the humane traps that were placed this morning because it sounds like it's getting upset and i would much rather it was outside enjoying its natural habitat, thank you very much. and i definitely want to see it when it comes down.

isn't it funny the different things we are (often irrationally) afraid of? i would have no problem looking at whatever animal comes out of the ceiling, even as my coworker sarah said she would probably pass out if she saw it (which led to an amusing picture of me dragging her lifeless body backwards down the hall with the rat approaching menacingly). in fact, i don't mind snakes, frogs, or lizards and i'm ok with most bugs. heights don't bother me much and i can fly like a pro. but don't get me anywhere near a spider! or a cockroach or a scorpian. i won't even touch the page of a magazine that has a picture of one of these! see? irrational.

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my first memory (of librarians)

  • Jul. 8th, 2008 at 2:05 PM

This is my first memory:
A big room with heavy wooden tables that sat on a creaky
       wood floor
A line of green shades—bankers’ lights—down the center
Heavy oak chairs that were too low or maybe I was simply
       too short
              For me to sit in and read
So my first book was always big
 
In the foyer up four steps a semi-circle desk presided
To the left side the card catalogue
On the right newspapers draped over what looked like
       a quilt rack
Magazines face out from the wall
 
The welcoming smile of my librarian
The anticipation in my heart
All those books—another world—just waiting
At my fingertips.
 
- Nikki Giovanni
























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obama!

  • Jul. 7th, 2008 at 9:31 PM
Today Planned Parenthood's Action Fund (the political arm of our organization) officially endorsed Barack Obama for President, citing his 100% pro-choice, pro-women voting record. It's only the second time in history that this organization had endorsed a presidential candidate! Some might assume that McCain is pro-women's health, too, since he's known as kind of a maverick. Au contrair, his voting record is 0%. That's right, zero!

In addition to his support of Planned Parenthood and choice and women through his voting record, Obama has been a friend and supporter of the orgnanization. As chairperson of the health and human services committee in the Illinois Senate, he had a standing meeting with Pam Sutherland of PP Illinois to make sure he heard progressive voices for women's health and self determination. Every pro-choice bill that came to his committee passed and every anti-choice bill failed. That's the kind of support and leadership that I want in the White House.

A conference call was held this afternoon and, after Cecile Richards, PPFA's dynamic president (and daughter of spitfire former Texas governor Ann Richards) and a few other folks (including a nurse practitioner from my PP affiliate!) said a few words, Barak Obama himself joined the call. Someone handed him the phone and there he was, the next President of the United States, saying "Cecile, is that you?" He was on the call with us for five minutes or so and I left the conference room feeling even more energized to work for the change we so desperately need in Washington DC. I hope you will join me! 

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steve farley and the statehouse

  • Jul. 3rd, 2008 at 9:42 AM

I am continually impressed with the amount of time that Steve Farley (Arizona State Representative, District 28, my district) takes to communicate to his constituents, and the manner in which he does so- very openly and honestly. In his most recent email I appreciated (even though I didn’t enjoy) the detailed account of how the recent anti-marriage amendment vote played out. I wish it were a political novel instead of reality, because it's very dramatic and Farley really puts the reader right there. Anyway, this made me appreciate the people who are fighting to do the right things in our statehouse.

(taken from the Farley Report #56, sent Tuesday, July 1)

That paved the way for us to come back the next day for a horrible day of legislating where a whole lot of bad things happened, none worse than the resurrection of the anti-marriage amendment.
 
You may recall that we have spent much of the session fighting Republican efforts to place a constitutional amendment on the November ballot to outlaw gay marriage, which is already illegal. Rep. Kyrsten Sinema (D-Phoenix) carried out an ingenious strategy to derail the House version of the bill several months ago.  
 
As a referendum, it is not subject to veto by the Governor -- it goes directly to the voters if approved by both houses of the Legislature.  Right-wingers in the House have been conspiring with the Center for Arizona Policy ever since to find a way to bring another version to the floor. 
 
On May 12, that new version, SCR1042, passed out of the House by one vote when Rep. Marian McClure (R-Green Valley) changed her vote to Yes, under pressure from her partners running for the Corporation Commission--Bob Robson (R-Chandler) and Bob Stump (R-Peoria). They all have been led to believe that the anti-marriage amendment will bring more hard-right voters to the polls in November, and they will benefit from it. It would appear it doesn't matter to them how many LGBT people get hurt on their way to higher office. 
 
Despite withering pressure from the hard right lobbyists, the bill never made it to the floor. Senate President Tim Bee (R-Tucson) apparently came to understand that a yes vote on the amendment would compromise the image of moderation and bipartisanship he has built up over the years, so he refused to bring it forth while at the same time saying to members of his own caucus that he would bring it forth in time.
 
His caucus members brought it forth for him on Wednesday when they voted to force it to the floor, but it did not receive the votes to carry at that time because the 16th vote was in a cabin in northern Arizona -- Senator Karen Johnson (R-Mesa). She is not running for re-election, and had declared early in the session that her last day would be June 21. She left and planned not to return.
 
What she didn't plan on was members of her church--including her bishop for Arizona--surrounding her cabin at all hours of the day and night praying for her that she be moved into returning to Phoenix to vote for the amendment.
 
The pressure worked, and she arrived at the Capitol on Friday, when the bill would be brought back up for reconsideration. Senator Tom O'Halleran (R-Sedona) was rumored to be gone as well, but he stayed to vote Yes. Sixteen votes in favor, including Tim Bee, were present, but we found out that two of them, Senator Pam Gorman (R-Anthem) and Karen Johnson, had plane flights out of town that evening and would be gone by 7pm.
 
So we forces of reason had our mission -- drag things out until those two were gone, then adjourn sine die.  For reasons way too complicated to explain in this already voluminous missive, we had to filibuster in the House and in the Senate, without making it appear we were actually filibustering. Rep. Sinema served as field general, and she picked four of us to do the talking, based on the fact that we always did a lot of talking and we didn't want others to catch on to what we were doing. 
 
The four were Reps. Prezelski (D-South Tucson), Ableser (D-Tempe), Ulmer (D-Yuma), and me. We asked a whole lot of questions in caucus (at one point we stretched out discussion of two of the bills to 40 minutes), in Committee of the Whole, and in explaining our votes in third read and final passage. We were so convincing that certain other members of our own caucus who were not in on the plan began to openly mock us for talking too long and told us to sit down and shut up. In the end we were able to extend debate past 7pm.
 
Our colleagues in the Senate were doing the same thing on the floor, but things were not going so well. Republicans began suspending Senate rules left and right to deprive the Democrats of talking time, and in one case suspended an entire calendar of bills that had already been passed, a move that had the effect of killing them. People called each other names and nearly got into shoving matches. Senators cried, while other senators openly laughed at those who cried.
 
Decorum broke down almost completely as the torchbearers for the "moral majority" followed a scorched-earth policy in their single-minded quest to take away rights from LGBT people. After 7pm, it became clear that Gorman and Johnson had no intention to leave to make their planes, and by 7:20, the filibuster could hold out no longer. 
 
The vote was called for through a series of rule suspensions, and voting finally proceeded. Senator Carolyn Allen (R-Scottsdale) left in disgust before the vote. Senator Paula Aboud (D-Tucson), the only open lesbian in the Senate, talked about the power of the love between her and her partner, and asked the other senators, "Why are you afraid of our love? Are you afraid of me? Do I scare you?" Every Republican (besides Carolyn Allen) voted yes, then turned their backs and left  the floor in the middle of Aboud's speech.
 
After all had voted except President Bee, the tally stood at 15 in favor. Weighing in last, Bee explained his vote. He hammered the Center for Arizona Policy and its tactics, calling the issue divisive and saying that the lobbyists in favor of the amendment had "confronted members in hostile ways and coerced them." 
 
Many of us watching held our breath, wondering if Bee would step up courageously to do the right thing--not the easy thing. Would he vote No, and show that he puts policy above politics? Would he reject the Republican strategists who were convinced the anti-marriage amendment would help spur conservative voters to vote for him in his congressional race against Gabrielle Giffords?
 
His voice moved swiftly lower--almost to a whisper--as he concluded, "But my constituents want to vote on this, so I will vote Aye."
 
With that, Tim Bee cast the deciding 16th vote, and in effect personally placed the anti-marriage amendment on the ballot once again, ensuring that the divisiveness will continue into the electorate at large. 
 
This concluded the session like a punch to the gut. Exhausted and dispirited, we adjourned sine die shortly thereafter without doing much else. Bills that were in process died, including a vital bill to enact new tax credits for attracting huge solar energy plants to Arizona--plants and factories we are currently losing to California and Oregon in increasing numbers. But apparently, outlawing gay marriage again was much more important than rebuilding our economy through renewable energy.

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lucille clifton (1936- )

  • Jul. 2nd, 2008 at 3:16 PM
homage to my hips

these hips are big hips
they need space to
move around in.
they don't fit into little
petty places. these hips
are free hips.
they don't like to be held back.
these hips have never been enslaved,
they go where they want to go
they do what they want to do.
these hips are mighty hips.
these hips are magic hips.
i have known them
to put a spell on a man and
spin him like a top!

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my father's geography

  • Jul. 1st, 2008 at 3:11 PM
my father's geography

I was parading the Côte d'Azur,

hopping the short trains from Nice to Cannes,
following the maze of streets in Monte Carlo
to the hill that overlooks the ville.
A woman fed me pâté in the afternoon,
calling from her stall to offer me more.
At breakfast I talked in French with an old man
about what he loved about America--the Kennedys.

On the beaches I walked and watched
topless women sunbathe and swim,
loving both home and being so far from it.

At a phone looking to Africa over the Mediterranean,
I called my father, and, missing me, he said,
"You almost home boy. Go on cross that sea!"
- Afaa M. Weaver

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ow.

  • Jun. 30th, 2008 at 8:34 PM

hey, if you want a laugh you should follow me around for a little while. i went to the fitness center on sunday and did exactly this: 

treadmill 12 minutes
bike 3 minutes
elliptical 3 minutes
bike 3 minutes
non-strenuous swimming 15 minutes

that seems like a pretty mild afternoon of exercise, barely worthy of the title "workout," don't you think? my quadriceps beg to differ. apparently it's been quite a while since i really asked them to do much of anything and they are fighting back in a very painful way. 

i don't mind a little soreness, it feels good in a way, lets you know you worked hard, right? but this is soreness plus, maximum soreness, or something equally exponential sounding.

i know i didn't actually hurt myself, i would have felt that right away. this pain didn't come until the middle of the night when i woke up a couple of times and thought "oh, i'm gonna be sore tomorrow." that doesn't really describe it though, and this is where the humor comes in. 

it hurts to sit down. 

getting up is no treat, and i may have grabbed the file cabinet at work for a little extra help, but it's the sitting that is the worst and, i'm sure, the most amusing. once i'm down i'm ok, it's the lowering of my ass to the chair that causes painful protestation from my muscles. the less i bend at the knee the better, so i've been trying to sort of fall into my chair. this is usually accompanied by a none too delicate and somewhat involuntary exclamation. sometimes it sounds like "ooph!" and other times like "motherfucker!"

either way, you should check it out, get a laugh for your day. and could you bring by some extra strength ben gay when you come?

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fri june 27

  • Jun. 27th, 2008 at 2:55 PM
the conjugation of the paramecium (muriel rukeyser)

This has nothing

to do with
propagating

The species
is continued
as so many are
(among the smaller creatures)
by fission

(and this species
is very small
next in order to
the amoeba, the beginning one)

The paramecium
achieves, then,
immortality
by dividing

But when
the paramecium
desires renewal
strength another joy
this is what
the paramecium does:

The paramecium
lies down beside
another paramecium

Slowly inexplicably
the exchange
takes place
in which
some bits
of the nucleus of each
are exchanged

for some bits
of the nucleus
of the other

This is called
the conjugation of the paramecium.










 

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summerfest

  • Jun. 26th, 2008 at 11:29 AM
I'm missing Summerfest this year. It's a ten day music festival, billed as the world's largest, held on Lake Michigan in Milwaukee, and for about twenty years in a row, I was there. My mom first took me and my siblings in 1981. I was eleven and we saw the Beach Boys, my first concert! 

The main stage at that time had seating that was just wooden benches, hundreds of them, and folks who were serious lined up hours ahead of time. You would race in when the gates opened, grab your space, then go back out one or two at a time to get dinner before the show. 

The food might be as big a draw as the music, actually. Bratwurst, "shave" ice, root beer sold out of a giant barrel with a mildly interested teen inside, fried eggplant from The Venice Club- all worth the price of admission. 

At that first show, while we waited, they were playing the hits of the day over the PA system. There was a speaker near our bench and I heard Michael Jackson's "Wanna Be Startin' Something." It was loudest I had ever heard music played- I could feel the beat in my chest. 

Later that week we saw Kenny Loggins and over the years I saw dozens more shows there. They built the Marcus Amphitheater for the big shows, where if you walk all the way up to the back, you can look out over Lake Michigan.  Eventually I was allowed to go with my friends instead of a parent, and later I would make a point of visiting from Iowa and Arizona during Summerfest so that I could keep up the tradition for myself. 

Finally, I couldn't make it one year and it's been on and off ever since. I check the lineup every year, though, and still try to plan for some good shows and fried eggplant in late June and early July. 

Here are some of the other shows I've seen at Summerfest:

The GoGos w/ INXS
Mr. Mister w/ Belinda Carlisle
Kool & The Gang
The Bangles w/ The Hoodoo Gurus
Duran Duran w/ Erasure
Whitney Houston
Bryan Adams w/ Fiona
Sting
Sugarcubes w/ PIL, Violent Femmes, & New Order
The Monkees w/ Wierd Al Yankovic
Milli Vanilli w/ Tone Loc, Lisa Lisa & Cult Jam, Was (Not Was), Paula Abdul, Information Society, and Downtown Julie Brown
Depeche Mode w/ Nitzer Ebb
The B-52s w/ Ziggy Marley & the Melody Makers
Sinead O'Connor
James Taylor

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summer plans

  • Jun. 25th, 2008 at 11:01 AM
 they are modest but they are my plans and i am happy with them. 

rediscover the library. i love the promise held in those tall, cool stacks. i always check out more than i can possibly read in 3 weeks but it's all so tempting! for the past two summers i have ended up with australian authors, so perhaps i'll continue that trend.

hulu.com. i'm on episode 7 of the first and only season of studio 60 on the sunset strip and it's as good as i remember. sharp, poignant, funny writing. hulu also has movies, i've put eternal sunshine of the spotless mind in my mental queue. 

work. the wingspan dinner is in september so we'll need to start the RSVP spreadsheet soon. i'll get to hang out w/ my wingspan peeps more plus dinner work means chocolate covered espresso beans from chocolate iguana. if paced correctly, one bag will last the entire dinner planning season.

get off my ass. looks like i'll be joining a fitness center. it's super close to my house which is an absolute requirement, and they have all the equipment plus a pool and classes. they cater to the over 50 and special needs crowd, although anyone can join, so it should be comfortable and also not too busy. because as motivated as i am, i don't see myself standing in line too long for a treadmill.

friends. what happened to game night? no one does that anymore. what about the call ahead drop in? come and see me! i'll be at home, in front of a fan. then there's this whole awesomest summer thing, looks like it's going to be the awesomest fall instead but it will be no less awesome, i'm sure.

happy summer!

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